Is Frustrated

I feel so frustrated right now.  Yesterday and today I feel like a big sob bucket.  I had a headache all yesterday because of too low of blood sugar.  My levels 2 hours after I ate a meal were where I needed to be at my morning sugar level or fasting level.  And too low of blood sugar is bad too, because you get dizzy, and weak..and that's how I felt yesterday. 

Today is a little better, but I am still hungry 45 mins after I eat a meal or a snack.  Today I am eating a little more than what my meal plan calls for, just so my headache doesn't come back and my levels are a little higher, still pretty low, but I don't feel as weak or dizzy. 

We are going to see how this next week goes, and talk to my OB about my frustrations with this meal plan and see what he says, on Tuesday.  And then on Thursday I have my appointment with the dietitian again to see how I'm doing. 

I am getting really depressed about what I CAN'T eat, well I can eat sweets and stuff, but 1 little girl scout cookie is 1 carb choice and there is half my snack.  If I eat that then I'll be hungry again in 10 mins.  so really I can't eat them, unless I want to starve!  I know this is all about wise food choices, and getting the most food for the fewest amount of carbs, which is hard!

I really hope this gets better!  I hate being depressed everyday feeling like I'm being deprived of the foods I want.